full of trouble life.

adu adu adu. gmn ini?? setelah sekian lama akhir na g suka lagi sma 1 cowo. tapi knp bnyk bgd mslh yang dateng?? arghh.. g tmn baik ellen sma keynan. g sayank mereka semua. g sayank bgd sma tmn" g yang skrng. tapi knp perasan g tiba" ngancurin semua yang udh k bangun?? g suka sma 1 cowo keyann skd ati ellen skd ati. aduh. mau mati g. g gk tau mesti pilih mana..?? knp keq na mslh tuh gk perna berenti dateng si Tuhan?? :( di th 2010 ini keq na g blm th yang negrasain seneng gra" cinta! g menderita gra" itu. g nyakitin bnyk org gk cuma g. g nyakitin semua, g ngancurin semua.. haah.. mesti gmn Tuhan??
g juga pusink mslh skula. bsk rapt guru. g tkd bgd g gk naek. TUHAN TUHAN tolong TUHAN.. :( aku butuh tmn aku butuh yang bsa rubah dan bimbing aku.. :(

FINISH!!! :)

yes akhir na ulum kelar juga.. hwhwhwhw.. senang sekali.. sudah bebas.. tapi blm trima rapot ni.. :( takud sekali tkd bgd gk naek.. huhuh.. semoga naik semua ya 1 angkatan!! AMIN!! :)

tapi skrng si inti na mau menikmati libur 1 mgu dulu sblm trima rapot!! bersenang" sblm trima KEMATIAN.. huhuhuh..

DOA kan saia ya.. :)

SUCKS FEELING!

i dont love you anymore i don't think about you again. i have a lot new friend who can make me laugh. but, why every time i see something about you or her i still think 'why you can do like this to me? so easy to you to forget me?' i'll never understand, u never tell me a reason you leave me. u make me think alone and i think that can make me going crazy lately. don't make me regret and regret. don't make me confused, sad, hurt, etc. u is nothing now right? but WHY? you make my LIFE VERY FELT DIFFERENT! i love you. just it!why must be so hurt and hard? i just LOVE you!i'm just ordinary people, just wanna beside you. But why so HARD? but why so HURT?